When you Love someone

When you love someone, you can't help but imagine what that person does or thinks of. really, i know i might be saying another tag line here but, try it for yourself. I Love my girlfriend right now so much. don't feed me with that temporary bullshit. it's here to stay. permanent. end of story. i care for her so much that i would even cut my classes just to help her out. i know it sounds weird but, when in a state like this, you can hardly tell that the moves you do are wrong. there's always got to be a reason for everything i do. and i know it. the reason? I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH. i really don't want to see her sad. i don't want to make her mad(although she is kinda mad at me always). i don't want to see her cry. i don't want to see her being hurt. i don't want anything bad happen to her. if she sends me messages and says to me, "I'm crying right now." after reading that, it's really hard for me not to get teary eyed all of a sudden. i imagine things that could go wrong, thigns that could hurt her, and i don't want those. i want to be by her side always. just the sight of her makes me fall. makes me realize that the world is really worth living. whenever she huggs me, i would always prevent some of my tears falling. i really love her. i never imagined that any girl would love me back as much as i have. i know, i have past relationships that don't even seem to last a month! but this time, it's really, really different. in the past it was all me, me, me. now it's her, me, her, me. a or even sometimes, her, her, her, me. my girlfriend is my life. she's everything to me. just the thought of her not being around me is so sickening. i wish she was here. i wish that we could all see and hug each other everyday.



I Love you Bubbles... mmmmmwah..

Practice makes perfect?

Practice makes perfect right? well here's my practice.

I'm pissed off at this guy. really, really pissed off. for some reason, strangling him might not be a bad idea. Well, I'm sorry honey. i just get carried away sometimes. still, strangling that obnoxious, sorry excuse for a piece of crap wouldn't be such a bad idea. Hey you, yeah you. I'm referring to you. You obnoxious, sorry excuse for a piece of crap. if you get to read this, and i sure hope you do, i just want to ask, do you even know what respect means? Don't F*ck with Furax. who cares if you have a name-plagiarized gang on your side? I'll erase your measly existences one by one you posers. You think that you look tough with your big bats, butterfly knives, and rusty blades. fight like men, and die like men. fight with fists and feet, not fight with weapons. cowards. yeah sure, i ain't afraid to slug it out with you posers. 1 on 1, clean fight. if the 1st one falls, bring in the next one. in case you beat me up though, i would really suggest that you kill me. cause if I'd still live to see tomorrow, I'll make sure that you won't get to see your tomorrows, 1 by 1.










See? I feel all better now. Practice does make perfect.
Honey, sorry kayo. nasuya lang jud ko sa iyang comment sa imuha. sorry kayo. sorry if seloso kayo ko. na insulto man gud ko ato. sorry jud.. =(

Section 1!

I am not Proud to be in section 1. the students there speak english as if they were spitting by the sidewalk. haha they are very intelligent. looks like i got lost on the way to my room. i ended up where all the brains are. hahaha imagine a garden where all the flowers planted were sunflowers. imagine a singe red rose smack dab in the middle of those sunflowers. that's me(the rose, char lang!) in our section. the only red rose, the only rotten seed, the only bad fruit. haha sige lang gud, para naay variety sa mix. hahaha well, let's see what happens. GodBless me in that forsaken place...







Bubsy. =)

Been a while...

It's been a while since i posted. well what can i say? i've been busy. hehe
well, summer class is looming it's ugly head. and i've got a big problem.
well a problem that's not worth mentioning here. haha so here's what's up.

I've been asked to assemble a team to play basketball. well i don't know how much but rumor has it that it's 50 per head or 300 a game. the venue is not yet final but i guess it'll be held somewhere in bangkal. we're going against ton-ton's team. well God bless us all, hope no injuries come our way.

Summer class is up and well, it's my time for vindication. vindication against, chemistry. hahaha i have to do well this time. well, just so you know, i suck at math type subjects(chem, physics, algebra?). God bless me. oh and i have to earn enough money for something. i have to earn well, i guess P2000 is enough for it.

i really have to work up. get my body in condition. God bless me on this.




That's about it. i guess i'll limit my posting here. possibly 1 post per week, 2 posts being the maximum. till here, bye.

Keep em' coming

I aced the 1st test last sem. now i aced another one this sem.

Ok now look... for those of you who didn't pass the test, you have to read one of bob ong's books i think it's abnkkbsnplk or something. see you don't have to prove the examiners that you're good at a particular subject. who cares if you got an 83 in college algebra? who cares you got an 85 or 89 in psychology when all your other subjects are zero? dumbass. don't be so high and mighty to think that you even got most of the college algebra answers right on that test. wait, don't tell me that you're only doing what a student does during an exam. WRONG! you must be a total ninny if you believe in that crap. in an exam, if a student doesn't know the answer to the question he/she does 4 things: 1 - skip over to the next number, or 2 - does the bentot-bentot method, or 3 - doesn't answer the question and moves to the next questions, or finally, 4 - cheat. No, No, don't tell me you won't result in cheating. we're not perfect. what if a paper fell from nowhere and got the answers to your questions? wouldn't you pick it up? i'm not saying there's an easy way. cause if there was, please tell me. i'd highly appreciate it. the point is, in this life, whatever advantages that you have, use it to the fullest. now back to the exam i talked about earlier. don't flatter the examiners or the test checkers. look at my results, 83-psych 73-college algebra 73-physical science 78-life science 85-communication skills. so compare this result from my mine(this is not someone's result so if this matched yours, im sorry. it is totally coincidental. again i apologize) 79-psych 85-college algebra 82-physical science 0-life science 0-communication skills. the exam had no time limit, then go for it. flatter the test checkers. but sad to say, there is a time limit. don't answer slow and answer surely. if you already took the test or had a leakage for it, then answer slow and answer surely. if you don't have an advantage i suggest you answer fast and answer smartly. read the questions that you think you might have a chance of getting it right. if you think you don't have a chance to answer that question, then skip it and come back for it later. do not ever leave a question blank. to sum it all up, i have a few things to say.


#1 - Answer fast and answer smartly.
#2 - Time is gold.
#3 - Read fast.
#4 - Don't be an goody two shoe. use any advantage you have to advance.
#5 - Don't waste time studying about an exam that measures your potential. chances are, you'll encounter questions that are out of this world. if you know what i mean.

And 2 last important things...

#6 - DON'T BE A SUCK UP! IF YOU BECOME A SUCK UP, YOU'LL HAVE CLASSMATES THAT HIDE AND TALK ABOUT MEAN STUFF ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK! DON'T BE A SUCK UP TO TEACHERS BY SHOWING HOW EAGER YOU ARE. YOU'RE ONLY IRRITATING THEM. IF YOU WANT TO IMPRESS THEM THEN PASS THE EXAMS AND BE QUIET ABOUT IT! DON'T TALK LOUD IN PUBLIC IF YOU DON'T WANT TO EAT YOUR WORDS!

#7 - "Huwag maliitin ang kakayahang chumamba." - Bob Ong













(If i hit someone in this post, sorry. i'm only telling the truth. also if i accidentally copied your results above, i'm sorry. totally coincidental.)

In the Lion's Den

It was a hot and dry wednesday. i just finished my anatomy lecture and lab exams. and well i feel good about the results. i made my way up to the coordinator's office with my classmates. things just happened so suddenly. i just realized that i was in the teacher's room, taking my math exam scheduled for 3pm. i took the exam roughly 4 hours early. what was bad was that i was separated from my classmates. big trouble. big big big trouble. so 30mins into the exam, my answer sheet was made up of 30 mind boggling math questions. I managed to fill in 3 answers. 3 answers that i really wasn't sure about. i just jotted down 3 answers from 3 questions that had 4 choices. the chance of me getting a correct answer for each question was a staggering, 25% . . Lovely.
Just then, a light of hope twinkled, my classmate raised her paper and called me. i managed to jot down 7 of her answers. so that's 10 questions. it went on like that for almost 1 and a half hour, but i just copied another 3 answers. I tell you, that was one of the most excrutiating experiences ever. after the exam, i took off. as i was in the jeep, i texted my friend to get my results. i got 14. hey, at least i got the 3 questions right. . .

Bubbles & Me

Everytime i hear her name, joy races thru my heart. i am so inlove with bubbles.
I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH! mmmmmmwah. =)


I Miss you na Hon.. mmmwah..

Next Sem

Can i make it to the next sem? shit. i hope so, if i want to keep my dreams of being in the operating room alive, i hope so. oh so many things in mind. i gotta change. no more skipping subjects, no more over sleeping, no more tardiness, no more late night teli(TV), have to have at least one hour study period every night, have to keep up with lessons, have to take down notes have to do everything right!

I want to finish as a nurse. i want to go abroad. i want to stay and work in houston or in phoenix. i want to see a live NBA game. i want to be with bubbles forever.

I have big dreams. i have to start now.

First Blood

First Post since i got back online. well things got a bit shaky but now, well it's still looking bleak. personally, i would like to give up a few things. here are just a few in mind:

DotA
Basketball
Junk Food
Late Night Television
Porn


New change eh? well go figure.
KAPOY!